feel the need to runaway

Runaway Train, originally uploaded by Faithful Chant.

far away from everything today. today is a tough day...maybe someday i will get into it. but that is a story for another time.

if i feel distant lately, it is because i am
if i seem like i forget a lot of stuff, it is because i do
if i say i am going to do stuff, but don't...it is not on purpose
no energy
no ambition
no creativeness
too many emotions feeling the need to spill out at the same time.
wish i didn't think about the zaps or the confusion
but it is there, waiting for me with open arms.

thank you for all the care
thank you for being patient with me
thank you for just listening (reading)
xoxo kimi